Fever
Fever
- Eulogy (raw)
- Gone
- Last day here
- Bring on the rain (raw)
- Train hopping hobo song
- Doors (raw)
- Rehab
- Taste of your tears
- Winterland
- Green Eyes
i just called to say im sorry
i should have called before
but im really good at forgetting
the things i once cared for
and you’re really somethin else man
i gotta show you what i see
and perhaps when i die
you’ll write me a eulogy
i getting ready to jump off
this balcony in agony
and im tying all these stones to my feet so i can sink to the bottom of the sea i just want your eulogy i am misery
i just called to say im sorry
i never meant to cut your hands
but i guess we’ll never really know
how this sad story ends
and you’re really somethin else man
i gotta show you what i see
and perhaps in a few days
you’ll write me a eulogy
i getting ready to jump off
this balcony in agony
and im tying all these stones to my feet so i can sink to the bottom of the sea i just want your eulogy i am misery
i watch the birds as they fly away
winter time i wish i could just go with them abandon everything i have here some days i wish i could just disappear
so tell me should i go
so tell me do you remember
did you know
did you even know i was just here
a few hours ago
i hear the phone is ringing loud
and im awake
i gotta tell you i think we made a big mistake we didn’t mean to fall in love again because im comfortable where i am
so tell me should i go
so tell me do you remember
did you know
did you even know i was just here
a few hours ago
and now im gone
im not coming back home.
winter’s knocking on the door
but autumn just wont leave
the seasons try to change
while the clocks are frozen in disbelief the fog is thick and moist and dawn is chasing us out of bed but id rather wait here for a miracle in your flower sheets instead
the sun rays beat and tease our shoulders while we lay in garden print we push and pull and suck on winter drops and autumns amber hints ill fill your tub with naked lavender and bay’s breath of gold soak your face in dawns first kiss and watch the laugh lines on your face grow old.
so come again
its my last day here
autumn is on his way back again
the blowing wind the dying leaves
when he comes back home
ill have to learn to be empty again
the same white clouds
begin to take a shade of grey
bring on the rain
try to wash me away
i walk through the same park everyday
same old trees the same green grass
i watch the children play
i feel more alone i want to go away
the same white clouds
begin to take a shade of grey
bring on the rain
try to wash me away
im packing up all my things i think ill take a break from this town ive been collecting dust just sitting here pathetic and lonesome i remember when my days were filled with adventurous activities im getting old and fragile just waiting for a miracle to happens
so im taking your advice
and leaving everyone behind
and im not coming back
so ill sing a song to all my friends
farewell
you’ve been good to me but its time for me to go you’ve been good to me but its time for me to leave
the only thing that ill be missing in the color of your big brown eyes but don’t frown darlin if its meant to be ill live a long long life and if not then climb the trees and you’ll see my face in their rich rich crowns ill live in the leaves and in the tree trunk even if my body’s gone ill live on
so im taking your advice
and leaving everyone behind
and im not coming back
so ill sing a song to all my friends
farewell
you’ve been good to me but its time for me to go you’ve been good to me but its time for me to leave you’re been good to me but i really want to leave
and even if my body’s gone
ill live on in the leaves
and even if my body’s gone
ill live on in the trees
if you had gone with nothing said
it might have all been fine
but open doors within this head
and naked heart of mine
and make me nurse the broken trust
and closed doors that way
and make me curse unspoken lusts
that doors had kept at bay
and make me write the final scene
beyond the curtain call
the perfect end that might have been
had you not gone at al
leave curtains down and doors locked tight ill understand that way let might have been be what they might leave nothing left to say
nothing left to say
hey
you give me a heart attack
please come back
leave curtains down and doors locked tight ill understand that way let might have been be what they might leave nothing left to say
yesterday you came to me
today you don’t want to see me
why don’t you want to see me
we never saw it coming
i never saw it coming
i never saw you coming to my life
i can not see you
and you wont let me touch you
don’t beg me to leave
i can not breathe
we never saw it coming
i never saw it coming
i never saw you coming to my life
this morning i got
sometimes its so hard to get up
its so hard to breathe
so hard to breathe
yesterday you came to me
today you don’t want to see me
why don’t you want to see me
please look at me.
I know.. that i said.. what you wanted to hear..
when I.. was in bed.. whispering in your ear..
the feelings I had.. they felt so.. familiar..
like the sound.. of your voice..
and the taste.. of your tears.
I look at.. the hands.. of the clock striking fear..
I’m still.. in this bed.. wishing you were here..
and the feelings I had.. they felt so.. familiar..
like the sound.. of your voice..
and the taste.. of your tears.
eyelids like sandbags.. I’m feeling so tired..
I close both my eyes.. as you pull me inside..
nothing to run from.. no reason to hide..
this is all…just at the back… of my mind.
im not who you think i am
im not at all what i seem
im not so easy to understand
im a person living in a dream
im not a flower in your pretty garden
im not the cricket that sings so loud at night
im not a statue of clay that will eventually harden
i am a firefly always taking flight
im not your faithful lover
im not your happy friend
and im not as pretty as her
i am an autumn leaf in a winterland
im not the grass that grows beneath you
im not the roots that run below
im not the ocean spitting cold blue
i am a cloud following the wind flow
im not your faithful lover
im not your happy friend
and im not as pretty as her
i am an autumn leaf in a winterland
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand
That green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, now I’ve met you
And honey you should know, that I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know
That green eyes, you’re the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who, tried to deny you must be out of their mind
Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Green eyes
Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
lyrics by Coldplay
nice post!