Treachery
Treachery
there are many things in life we can’t control when you’re in love you take an even larger toll we give and give and ask for nothing in return your lover takes and takes and then is on the run
how do you do when you’re all dry and you’ve got nothing left to give how do you wake up and motivate your self to live what do you do when he is seeing someone new but still in the morning he wakes up next to you
there are many things in life that makes us hurt and cry past relationships future lovers and people who have died what do you do when he’s replaced you and you didn’t even know and when you find out he makes you feel low low low.
what do you do when he is seeing someone new but still in the morning he wakes up next to you and he throws you out he throws you out what do you do.
my lisps bloom with fever fever
i am no longer a believer,leave her
i didn’t know you’re such a shallow coward i built a universe that you devoured.
hold me back so i dont hurt you hurt you you give me problems because you dont tell the truth old man told me liars are bad people hunny i fed you love but you just grew dry and cunning
you give me fever
leave her.
well im sorry honey
but my heart isn’t in a good place now
well im sorry honey
but there are just somethings i wont allow well im sorry darling but all i see is anything but beautiful well im sorry sugar but what you did to me was kinda cruel
so stop telling me to move on
i refuse to be a ghost
so stop telling me to move on
i am not a ghost
well im sorry honey
but i built a god damn road for you
well im sorry honey
but you lied and i only told you the truth well im sorry darlin but you were welcomed and you didn’t want to stay well im sorry sugar but your six inch taint left a heavy stain
so top telling me to move on
i refuse to be a ghost
so top telling me to move on
i am not a ghost
im not a ghost.
in my one bedroom loft with flying ceiling and water leaks there’s nothing good about an empty bed with clean cold sheets the pressure drops again the clouds come out to level my stare black coal raven crows are in my heart trying to teach me not to care
so take me home
to the black coal raven crows
i know the pressure now i can feel the clouds cluster down below we should have given up long ago instead of going against the flow jet black dogs are barking inside my head telling me to let go but im not dead just yet
so take me home
to the black coal raven crows
in one hand i hold the globe and in the other i hold the truth sunflower seeds and poppy leaves fill the milky way trying to replace you skyscrapers and power line are right outside my door hallow trees and fire ant in a forest somewhere where i was born
so take me home
to the black coal raven crows
if you had gone with nothing said
it might have all been fine
but open doors within this head
and naked heart of mine
and make me nurse the broken trust
and closed doors that way
and make me curse unspoken lusts
that doors had kept at bay
and make me write the final scene
beyond the curtain call
the perfect end that might have been
had you not gone at al
leave curtains down and doors locked tight ill understand that way let might have been be what they might leave nothing left to say
nothing left to say
hey
you give me a heart attack
please come back
leave curtains down and doors locked tight ill understand that way let might have been be what they might leave nothing left to say
no.
i tell you boy…
i’m only part human.
the other
is part death.
you don’t know what you’ve done to me
now the fury and pain from my body will come over you.because
we die into ourselves.
we die into our hearts.
we die absolutely.
no
i tell you boy
i am only part human
the other i part death
now i don’t know what to do with myself
with my hands tied and my tongue cut out you leave me stranged
autumn is on his way back again
the blowing wind the dying leaves
when he comes back home
ill have to learn to be empty again
the same white clouds
begin to take a shade of grey
bring on the rain
try to wash me away
i walk through the same park everyday
same old trees the same green grass
i watch the children play
i feel more alone i want to go away
the same white clouds
begin to take a shade of grey
bring on the rain
try to wash me away
i just called to say im sorry
i should have called before
but im really good at forgetting
the things i once cared for
and you’re really somethin else man
i gotta show you what i see
and perhaps when i die
you’ll write me a eulogy
i getting ready to jump off
this balcony in agony
and im tying all these stones to my feet
so i can sink to the bottom of the sea
i just want your eulogy
i am misery
i just called to say im sorry
i never meant to cut your hands
but i guess we’ll never really know
how this sad story ends
and you’re really somethin else man
i gotta show you what i see
and perhaps in a few days
you’ll write me a eulogy
i getting ready to jump off
this balcony in agony
and im tying all these stones to my feet
so i can sink to the bottom of the sea
i just want your eulogy
i am misery
